Indian Ameri



Streaks of light passing by;
Soaring at light speed was I,
Looming deep sucking in;
Vicinity of black hole goes thin,
About to be pulled to the third dimension;
Centrifuged out with tangential intervention,
Realized my weighty gravity;
In fact kept me for the daily duty,
I filled an empty dying star;
Brighter of its burning char,
I felt nebulated;
Then, now and ever!!!!!!
posted by Hariharasudhan Cd at Wednesday, August 22, 2007 1 comments


Novalgin should have killed 5

'Am Never gonna do it again!' - Rarely do I use this phrase in my life. But after yesterdays horrible death defying experience am sure that one more thing has come up into my Am Never gonna do it again list.
My nephew needed some hugging and kissing coz his sickness and constant crying and well he liked me so much that he gave away his fever onto me. With more work during the TGIF I had to sleep only an hr before Saturdays semi final game. Woke up with high fever on Saturday and since I booked the rental car under my name I had to drive it. I could have given the responsibitlty to some junior but they were too sleepy being awake at 4 45 in the morning. To cope up with the issue I had Novalgin for my fever. In half an hour (was driving with four drooling passengers) I realized that my eyesight got dim and blur. I was feeling horribly cold and my feet developed cramps (even before the game). All I can see in front of me was 3 dotted lines and an occasional red tail light every now and then. I realised that the medication had an allergic effect on me.
There were 3 instances of me goin to the shoulder and crashing, but I had to make some serious turns to avoid everything and thank God that the guys were sleeping real hard that they dint notice anything. By the time I reached Waffle house for breakfast my eyesight was still worse. All I can see in front of me was anything for 2 feet and completely blurred too. My right eye became red and my face swollen. Went to the restroom immediately and washed my face and puked some dinner into the drain. Stayed in for a couple of mins and then went for breakfast. Since it was the coffee table setup none of the guys saw the reaction. By the time I finished my breakfast my face turned normal, eyesight still bad but better, and my right leg completely senseless.
Thank God that we had a small chit chat for a couple of mins after breakfast and slowly my eyesight became close to normal. Went to the ground safe, took some time off and then during catch practice all I was concentrating was anything red colored and glove shaped.
Decided not to open adn thank God I dint and went at last. To encourage the team I had to yell really hard and now am having a paining throat. The fielding was the worst experience. After the game I was happy that I never let a run go beyond me, took a catch and had a near run out. But the times I ran on the field my head felt painful and the sun made sure that I had to faint (luckily kept my senses shouting and encouraging).. All these dint make me lose heart, but I was real pissed off when the juniors gave up half way through the second innings. I hated seeing the faces of these juniors who never had the slightest interest in putting their effort.
By the time I drove back to Lexington I was feeling fine. Drove back at average 90 mph on a 70 mph with full anger and concentration. Had a good dinner with the neighbors, felt sick again and went for sleep at 1. Woke up at 1 today and am feeling fine except those blurred images of trucks and shoulders coming into my mind.
Am never gonna take novalgin in my life. Am never gonna drive a car on the interstate with an allergic eyesight. Am never gonna play in the hot sun with fever and allergy up on my back... and Am never gonna shout at the top of my voice to encourage some born losers.
posted by Hariharasudhan Cd at Sunday, August 19, 2007 0 comments


Kim Wipes for a blonde.....

'Steps to Success' is what I used to call the backside of my department which has a set of 2 dozen steps looming into the parking lot of my department. Pre - fall school days being the most busy season for new students also brings in cute blondies towards the engineering side. Today was one such day where all the freshmen girls have their greek club welcome event and fortunately the gathering was in the memorial hall. I was walking by these really HOT girls and as any normal guy would do was allured to their beauty. With a broken pedal on one hand and the cycle on the other I looked like a complete idiot. As I neared the Steps to Success saw these two good friends (1 brunette and a blonde) hugging each other. As I was about to climb up the stairs I noticed that the brunette was pouring out tears into the shoulders of her consoling friend. Walked right up the stairs, parked my cycle, went to the basement to my lab, took a box of kim wipes, dropped my backpack and pedal, climbed back to the first floor, went out, got down the steps to success and finally pointed the box of kimwipes to the brunette who by this time was still crying without hugging her friend.
'Sob, sob..... Thanks'
'U don't look pretty with a crying face'
'Sob, sob, more sob......'
'That looks really terrible....'
'Sniff, sniff, sob, sniff, OK!!!!!......'
'Whats she crying about?'
'She didn't make it into the alpha beta (some more crap greek letters) sorority'
Laughter..... 'Then make your own alpha beta (my very own greek letters) sorority and invite everyone..... (was thinking bad way to try someone smile)'
Both laugh 'Thanks.....'
'Now thats a pretty face melting a guys heart out.....' (it worked). 'Bye and keep that smile up'
'Bye.... Whats your name? Am Carolle'
Scratching my neck.... 'Hari, U can call me Harry....'
'Hi, this is Jennifer'
'Hi Jenni....'
'Whats your number?'
'***-***-****' 'Gimme a missed call Carolle and I shall save you to my Speeddials'
'Um hummmm!!! Bye and thanks again'
'Anything for a pretty lady' 'Bye' A big smile (don't know if I was blushing) and left..... Damned myself for taking the kim wipes which I use for laboratory usage and damned again for leaving it with them when I walked back to the lab....
(Of course till now she hasn't given me the call)
posted by Hariharasudhan Cd at Thursday, August 16, 2007 1 comments

Things I did to celebrate my completion of second year in USA.

1. Slept good

2. Finished a 100 jigsaw puzzle game in 4:27 minutes (conditions apply) – my new record. (Going for the 1000 puzzle ones from tomorrow.

3. Worked in the lab from 1 pm to 8 30 pm with full commitment.

4. Increased my sample count to 48 samples from the usual 8 per day. (I was relentless today).

5. Going home to finish arranging my apartment (except for the computer desk which I still await to be found in a garage sale).

6. Going to watch a movie till late night and return back home (oops) Lab and finish my analyses.
posted by Hariharasudhan Cd at Thursday, August 09, 2007 0 comments

Failures to Success!!!!

Then I was feared.
Then again I am respected..
Then soon I shall be worshipped.....
I dream.....
I dream with my eyes open!!!!
The eyes of my mind!!!!!
The mind of my will!!!!
The will to succeed!!!!
And Success never comes without Failures....
I failed,
I succeeded in the failures to success!!!!
posted by Hariharasudhan Cd at Thursday, August 09, 2007 0 comments


Return of the Red Phoenix

Stood in front of the eyes as dreams;
Forgot the world in the happenings of my dreams,
For the first time saw a lightning,
Out came….
Winks of harmonics;
Plays of tripping,
Forgotten hearts of songs;
Unconscious bliss of dances,
The clouds are thirsty over the red phoenix -
‘I rule as I am’
posted by Hariharasudhan Cd at Wednesday, August 08, 2007 0 comments

Happy Blog

I was going through a couple of dozen mails today morning (coz I dint check it yesterday) and there was this comment from a good friend which implies that I am just cribbing stuff in my blogs. I brushed up through my old posts and yes it was true. Guess I had been misguiding my friends on a route of worriness and prayers. Sorry about it guys.
I had been having more fun than what you can think off. I am crazily happy with my work coz now I am proving myself as well as my guide that I do not sit around doin nothing. Got a new set of expts and analysis to keep me on the wire. Good news is I stopped keeping things in my head and am playing life. Had a wonderful move in to a new temporary apt (the permanent shall be on the 6th of this month which is near the temporary place).
I am more jovial with peopel especially with new fresh years who find it interesting to stick around me. Though I am living on the edge of my economic bankruptcy my money managing skills is keeping me live more. I did take debts, but I repay it with a dinner course too. Saved a couple of hundred bucks by not going to any restaurant. This would continue for a while. Been cracking too many jokes as the day progressess. Managed to satisfy a group of individuals who were important to themselves and not to me. I've been laughing out loud and from the heart instead of faking one for true.
My blog has been read by IT proffessionals who comment on it on the cricket ground (whom I haven't met in my life before). My skills though a lil rustic is proving to cause an impact on the winning note for the team. Been promoted from 4th down to opening and still scored the highest in the team on a rainy highly swinging day. Need to win one more game to make it to the semis.
Umpiring is turning out to be good (Hey IT guys, stop reading ur Umpires blog and work on ur job). Have faced my shadows with a bright mind and it worked good.
Though I've been out of much sleep over the days, my body is starting to set in to a rhythm. Been food poisoned during a game, but I've been doing great with the thought of my heart and just in my mind. Lots happening and lots of whitness sparkling off my face. I found a solution for my back problems by playing badminton. Am just happy guys... Do not worry about me. I've been going on a positive mind. Things are turning good though they were a shock initially. All I wanna do now is take a break, get a car and drive to a beautiful place and take some snaps with my camera. I haven't touched my camera for a while and I do not know why. That is the only thing I am worried about. PS my flute lessons have improved, and have composed a few notes. Am well organized in my reasearch now a days and my guide is feeling happy about my working style. All I miss now is my camera and my cooking time. Need to cook something new soon..... I guess this should prove you friends that I am not lonely and not bored or worried... I am fine and am doing great. For people who asked me about this question I am fine.. Come and lets dance together....
posted by Hariharasudhan Cd at Wednesday, August 01, 2007 0 comments